*sometimes you just need to love.*

they dont love you like i love you...

let go of your heart, let go of your head ... and feel it now.

last nite was crazy. i saw people i havent seen in 2, 3, some cases 4 years. first i met up with nick and we headed to ledo's. there were 32oz budlights, free pizza, bad music, and JON! i missed jon, he's a sweetie, and awfully funny. plus he gives good hugs.

then i headed down high st to bernies for $2 double rum&cokes. i met up with my girl angie there, and her date. then angies good friend joey showed up with his GF and another guy in tow. i know joey from like 4 years ago, we worked together at this lame-ass christmas break job for 6 weeks. he kept me sane and laughing everyday at that job. so it was good to see him again. after happy hour was over there, the whole group of us headed to larry's where there were more of angies friends that i know from random parties and such. we sat around this table drinking rolling rock and talking and laughing at stupidity. hahahahaha. it was fun. plus, and this right here is the kicker, i saw, literally the most beautiful [non-celebrity, cause NO one beats angelina] girl ive ever seen. i just stared and stared and i might have even been drooling. god damn was she gorgeous. and as im staring, angie is all "what? you think shes hot?" and me, well all i can do is say a very loud "YES." then angie proceeds to tell me she KNOWS her. apparently her name is liz [gah. that name has horrible memories tied to it] and when she found out from angie that i thought she was hot, she was "intrigued". now, that cant be bad in any way.... can it? whatever. she currently has a BF. so im out of luck till next time i suppose. but goddamn was she beautiful.

soon after she left, nick showed up to take care of me in my drunken state and drive my sorry ass back to his place to crash. what a lucky girl i am. he takes care of me, lets me sleep in his bed, and doesnt care that i drool over girls. ahahahahaha. best ex EVER. or maybe that should say, best SEX ever. hahahahaha. last nite was great. i need a repeat. please.

written @ 11:28 pm on 13.11.04
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