wanted to belong here, but something felt so wrong here...

see the thing is. once youve slept next to someone, you cant go back to sleeping alone.

i dont care whether you slept next to someone for 3 days, 3 months, or 3 entire years. whether youve slept next to 1 person, 5 people, or 50 people, its the same feeling once youre sleeping alone again. this feeling of dread, discontent, lonliness. its awful. i hate it. youd think after the last 5 months, id have gotten used to sleeping alone. but no. i havent. you never "get used" to it again.

written @ 11:04 am on 08.12.04
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