as the ocean rises...

i have 42 days to find a new job. 42 freaking days. and theres really no where else i want to work. i love working for this company. i do not want to work somewhere else. i do not want to once again, start at the bottom of the food chain. i cant afford to move somewhere else so that i can stay with the company. and even if i could, im looking at the list of current openings, and theres nothing open in any of the cities i want to move to except portland. portland. thats ALL THE WAY ACROSS THE COUNTRY. i asked my DM if he could check into openings in Toronto. but even at that, could i get a work visa in approximately one months time? and really, who the hell wants to move to canada in the dead of winter? christ. i suppose i'll have to start looking at A&F and all its subsidiaries. and Limited. i hate this. i hate yesterday. i hate this.

written @ 11:32 am on 20.12.04
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