i am amazed at the utter bitterness i feel towards certain people. the fact that even though this is a great person whom i cherish and love as a friend, comments they make take over my emotions. and i become one big ball of jealous bitter hate.
why is that? oh yeah. cause leading the life i want to lead is out of my control. completely.
dont bother asking.
contact
* contact the girl
* love notes
* leave your mark
* instant
* in the flesh
: reasons to want this.