this is may right? not october?

i am sick and i am a mess.

all i want to do is suck down orange juice and cough drops and curl up against his warm body and have kisses planted on my forehead.

yes yes. this is what i want.

but it eludes me.

all of it. he is 2 hours away. and the orange juice is gone. and i have no cough drops.

so i will just finish my homework and then head to bed and pray for wednesday to hurry up and get here quick.

written @ 10:29 pm on 20.05.02
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