*sometimes you just need to love.*

ill start now.

so. im skipping class right now.

ya know why? cause im burnt out kiddies. this quarter has been draining. very draining.

emotionally, phsyically, mentally.

i need a break and i cant wait, cause in 3 weeks i will have one...a nice extra long one. by going to OU i have been given a 6 week break from thanksgiving till new years. how awesome is that? its exactly what i need every year at this time. i dont know what im going to do when i get out in the real world and i dont get anymore "breaks."

ill probably have a mental breakdown and do that no sleeping thing again.

i must say that right now, my brain just isnt interested in school at all. and it should be. ive always been a good student, but this quarter i can see my grades are going to be less than normal. usually i have 4 classes and end up getting 3 A's and either a B or a C in the last class, depending on how hard it is. this quarter i think its going to look a little more like this 1 A, 2 B's, and 1 C. my parents will kill me. and im rather dissapointed in myself.

now i know youre sitting there going "then get your ass to class and quit skipping!" but ya know what? it wont help. its that i find my classes truly boring and i wont pay attention when i go to them anyways. instead i sit and do the crossword puzzle from the newspaper. how sad is that?

i need to find something that is intellectually stimulating to this little brain and then gobble it up. cause right now i feel like a zombie.

i think i need to reprioritize my life. ill start now.

written @ 14:02:05 on 2000-10-31
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