its a done deal...or so i thought

so i did it.

i broke up with eric. but he refuses to let me basically. i said "i have to break up with you, because im a cheater and a lier." over and over...and he just keeps saying..."i still love you, we can work this out", and stuff like that.

i dont know what to do now. i dont want to be with him. i thought i made it clear. i dont want a relationship right now. im just not ready to try and commit myself to something when i dont even trust myself and my actions anymore. i never thought id be a cheater...

written @ 21:08:09 on 2000-09-29
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