* now
* then
* me
* the move
* rings
* wishes
* exit
* dland
contact
* contact the girl
* love notes
* leave your mark
* instant
* in the flesh
: reasons to want this.
so...as witnessed by yesterdays entry, ive made a decision. and that means i have to go through with it, which entails me breaking up with eric...this sucks. he's a sweet guy and he totally deserves better than me...im such a brat sometimes...really selfish. i totally fooled around with josh without even thinking about the consquences of what i was doing. and now i feel terrible...i have such a hard time even talking to eric now...hell...i cant look him in the eye at all. he has to know something is up. i wonder why he hasnt really called me on it yet. prolly knows he doesnt want to hear what i have to say. america is just a den of denial...and im its queen.
contact
* contact the girl
* love notes
* leave your mark
* instant
* in the flesh
: reasons to want this.