nerves of steel

so...im a little nervous.

im going home tomorrow nite for the weekend...and my friend is having a slumber party at her house. and the guy ive loved for the past 5 years will be there...spending the nite...and so will i...and now i have a boyfriend, but none of them know about him. lord. i just wish after our little "date" he would have kissed me at least. if he had done that i never would have looked at eric and now i wouldnt have a boyfriend. but he didnt kiss me, so i thought there was nothing on his side, so im trying to move on...and now hes going to be sleeping in the same room with me. and the kicker? were going to be the only people there without their significant others. everyone else will have a boyfriend or girlfriend to sleep with. this should be interesting...and nervewracking.

written @ 14:41:04 on 2000-09-20
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