ready or not?

so ive told my mom about eric, the boyfriend. thats a big step. and maybe when she comes down to get me in 2 weeks hes going to meet here, MAYBE. i know she'll want to meet him, and he said that he would love to meet her, but its my decision, and frankly i just dont know if im ready for that step yet. i think ill know the minute im faced with the actual decision. like when shes standing in my room and he beeps me on AIM or calls me or something. oh lord i dont know if im ready for this yet.

written @ 23:20:01 on 2000-09-11
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