musings of the mind.

so im having issues. i dont really know how to explain them. but im having them.

i cant wrap my mind around what this is. or isnt.

and i go through this all the time. i need some sort of reassurance about whats happening...or not happening here. i dont get reassurance though. really, i dont get much from you. and i hate being vague, its just that, if i spelled it out, i think id just confuse myself and worry myself even more.

and im tired of that.

*****

in job news, its going fabulously. and im so glad i made the change. i can see that this is what i really want. yay for knowing one thing at least.

written @ 11:44 am on 03.10.03
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