let me be your drug tonite...

i hate to suggest a break, but i had to.

i cant handle this anymore. i cant handle any single part of what we dont have.

so i need to sit and think and not have my judgement clouded by anything. and just make out for myself whether you are what i really need in the long term. cause in the short term there is no you. thats painfully obvious.

maybe i'll realize exactly what i do need out of this. cause right now im so confused i could drown in all the words in my head.

its like a jungle of everything we've ever said in the last what.....almost 2 and half years. every word circling inside my head like. clouding up everything.

go away clouds. go away.

written @ 1:51 pm on 20.11.03
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