cause i traded my dreams for this mess of memories, and they just stopped working for me.

the thing is, i just dont get it. i just dont. maybe my heart heals at this ridiculously slow rate or something. maybe i hold on for far far far too long. maybe i was being naive and an idiot the whole time believing that she actually loved me. ha. right.

at least now i can go entire days without thinking of her once. thats a calming feeling. it reminds me that this was the right choice for me. and really, thats all that matters now. whats right for me.

written @ 9:25 am on 16.08.04
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