i deserve every minute of this.

i really just have no clue anymore. no clue at all. i think im this terrible person, and maybe im just now realizing it. is that possible? maybe. who knows. i certainly dont have a clue. all i do know, is i need to go to bed. without her. cause 3 am comes really early.

im not going to sleep well tonite. i can tell already.

written @ 9:52 pm on 21.12.03
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