here we go again...

someone saw us together. and its being talked about at work. i dont think ive ever been so scared in my life. apparently we were the topic of conversation at work on friday nite during inventory, conveniently neither of us were there. and apparently names werent mentioned, but we all know its us. ugh ugh ugh. i could so get fired over this. and then what? i mean seriously. what the fuck would i do then? its hard enough to pay my bills and rent and all that for a place i dont even live in. try to do that with no job. yeah effing right.

im petrified.

so one of us needs to quit. like now.

and i always knew this could happen, but i guess i was deluding myself into thinking it wouldnt. and now it has. its just a matter of time before its brought to my attention. effing hell.

written @ 11:35 am on 11.03.04
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