shut up and fuck me.

this is the week where decisions have to be made folks. big ones. so far, they go like this:

take promotion and stay here until october and then move home and get another job and live with good friend and have a much happier life.

or say fuck you to the promotion, leave here, and move home at end june and live with good friend and be mucho happier.

or take promotion, stay here indefinitely, and be miserable longer or not be so miserable and get the fuck over whats making me miserable.

im probably going to go with choice A.

*****

on another note. i super enjoyed today. it was a good day. i was told by lots and lots of people that i looked "nice" "hot" "sexy" "super good" etc. i love that. and everyone was nice to me again. and yeah. its nice when we have visitors in our store because then people actually behave themselves in a manner that they should behave in.

written @ 11:42 pm on 12.05.03
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