* now
* then
* me
* the move
* rings
* wishes
* exit
* dland
contact
* contact the girl
* love notes
* leave your mark
* instant
* in the flesh
: reasons to want this.
my aunt tried to kill herself last nite. shot herself in the stomach. i dont know why she did it. she was actually getting her life in order for a change it seemed, and now. well now shes in a hospital barely hanging onto a life she doesnt want. i dont get it. i just dont fucking get it.
and my poor cousin, god. to find his mother like that, after shed been lying there dying for most of the nite. christ. i cant imagine what he felt, what he saw, how he reacted. this is so unreal.
i just dont get it. and the first person who wants to explain to me how life can be so bad that you dont give a shit about hurting the people around you, that love and care for you, by killing yourself, go for it. cause im afraid i dont understand.
contact
* contact the girl
* love notes
* leave your mark
* instant
* in the flesh
: reasons to want this.