you missed two songs.

last nite's show was amazing. and the whole time all i wanted was her there with me to fully enjoy it. cause no one would appreciate it like she would have.

just us and counting crows. like under 1000 people. i was 8 rows back from the stage. god. so amazing. i have to see them again. and again. and again. in my lifetime.

*****

on another note. decisions have been made. and so now i do what i have to do. maybe in a year, i'll be at a happier place in my life.

written @ 10:30 am on 12.04.03
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