nitedreams into daydreams.

last nite i dreamt i got married.

it was gorgeous. so was i. i cant imagine my wedding any other way, than the way it was pictured.

i think im one of those people that wants to marry young. and spend their LIFE with the other person. ya know? how old people say "we spent our lives together, and it was beautiful." i want to say that. not "we met at 40 after both being divorced twice and it ha been bliss since." i dont want that crap. i want to fall in love and be fallen in love with now. im inpatient, ill admit it. but for this i can wait. as long as its for real.

if i wait and wait and some fucker screws it up, im going to be one mad as hell bitch. so watch out boys.

written @ 11:20 pm on 14.11.02
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