i wish it was easier than this.

i was supposed to go out tonite with joshua again. but that didnt happen. on his way to my house this evening his radiator started to leak. so no free olive garden dinner for me. oh well.

also, my cousin had her baby tonite. so i get to see it before i move. yay.

and also, tomorrow i pack a u-haul.

and leave on saturday. leave him. for quite possible a long time, if not forever.

what the fuck am i doing here?

written @ 11:58 pm on 20.06.02
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