6 am worries.

i am moving to massachusetts in exactly one week.

and i think im not ready.

i mean, physically, im ready. i got my apartment. i have a job. i have a u-haul truck and a shitload of stuff to fill it.

and yet, im not ready.

i want more than anything to take him with me. but i cant. he has a life here and he cant leave that. even if he wanted to.

so i'll just go in a week, and be lonely for a while.

and then someday i'll meet someone new. but they'll never replace him.

written @ 6:55 am on 15.06.02
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