* now
* then
* me
* the move
* rings
* wishes
* exit
* dland
contact
* contact the girl
* love notes
* leave your mark
* instant
* in the flesh
: reasons to want this.
i hate relying on other people. hate it.
not having my own car has caused me more upset in the last year than i care to think about. and now when i really really need it, i still dont have one.
trying to set up interviews for places that are hours away does not bode well when you dont have a car.
and it seems incredibly stupid to ask him to drive 2 hours 4 times just so i can have an interview. really dumb.
and i hate whats going on over here. it scares me to death that i could make such good friends with all of them in 2 months, and to think that in less than a week 1/3 of them could be gone if they follow her lead.
why? just because some people slacked a little? please. thats lame and if its true, then other people should be given the same treatment. but they arent. and i understand why.
i just hate this situation. a friend is someone who is there for you when you need them. not a set of rules.
obviously im upset and ive been crying for an hour over this and other things.
and i dont like it. so im going to quit now. and also, im sure im going to hear shit for writing this here, but i dont care. this is my diary and ill write whatever the fuck im feeling in it.
and this is what im feeling.
contact
* contact the girl
* love notes
* leave your mark
* instant
* in the flesh
: reasons to want this.