little miss sarcastic pants.

i really really need to sleep at night. really. all this tossing and turning and waking up in the middle of dreams/nightmares is really getting to me.

i almost lost is yesterday at work when maria wouldnt stop picking on me. now normally, i can take a sarcastic comment or two with out a problem. hell maria and i work together for 3 hours every tuesday and thursday. and for the whole 3 hours all we do is shoot putdowns back and forth at each other. it's great. i love it.

yesterday i almost cried.

she even asked me, "hey. am i bothering you? i'll quit." cause it isnt that shes a terrible bitch or anything, its just the realtionship we have. hell its the relationship i have with a lot of people. so i said "no no. im fine. not to worry. keep at it kid."

and she did, but at a noticeably lower level.

written @ 9:04 am on 13.02.02
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