a bad start.

going to sleep at nite seems so futile.

i just end up having dreams, vivid dreams, of you. and when i wake up and reach out to you, you aren't there.

big surprise.

and my whole body plummets back down to earth. and then i just lay there thinking instead of going back to sleep. cause all sleep leads to is dreams of you. and they leave me feeling like shit.

definitely not a good way to start my days.

perhaps i just shouldnt sleep anymore.

written @ 7:55 am on 11.02.02
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