i never want to hear your fucking name again.

throwing up is awful.

crying yourself to sleep is worse.

waking up at 6 AM with the same knot in your stomach and not being able to go back to sleep becuase you're scared of the dreams you're having, is really kind of frightening.

i dont want to be like this. i want the cuase to go away. far far away. and never come back. thanks.

time to try a shower. if i can make it there that is.

written @ 8:16 am on 10.01.02
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