even vh1 is getting repttitive...

so. today i applied at 8 more stores. all located in a mall about 20 minutes from here. a really nice upscale mall.

the gap and eddie bauer seemed pretty receptive and said theyd call within a week at most. so thats good. all the other places just kinda were like "ok. thanks."

um...hello? any clue when i might hear something? even if its a solid no, thats fine. just as long as i know.

oh well. tomorrow im applying to work at a lazarus at their clinque counter. hello! free makeup for the summer! how awesome. and i heard theyre absolutely desperate for people. so that seems viable at least. and its even closer than the mall. only about 5 minutes away. heck. it'll probably take me longer to walk from my apartment to the bus stop then it will to actually ride the bus to the store. ridiculous huh?

secretly i can't wait to start working. im starting to get kinda bored around the apartment all day. even vh1 is starting to get repititive. ugh.

sleeping alone for over a week, after you've slept with a certain someone nearly every nite for the last 9 months, is so depressing. i miss having his arms around me. but ya know what? happiness is more important than having a warm body next to you.

although sometimes it doesnt seem like it. like when i go to bed. bah.

written @ 10:28 p.m. on 2001-06-18
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