the 87 loft...real or imagined?

okie.

im sorry i wrote that entry last nite. a little sorry that is. i still feel that way. prolly always will.

i know steely dan. i know their music. and i dont enjoy it too much. i mean its not terrible. but i certainly dont think it deserves to win grammys either. kind of the same way i feel about destiny's child.

but last nite i was just upset. and i wrote that without really thinking how much i might upset some of you. so im sorry for that. because if someone bashed my favorite band like that id prolly be pissed too. so im sorry kiddies. please forgive me.

can i say that i really love to go on trips? i absolutely can not wait to go out to california for spring break. i miss my family so much. and itll be so much fun showing eric around where i used to live and all the things i love about san diego. and were going to explore san francisco together. somewhere in california ive never been. amazing as that seems.

i also love commercials with little kids. kids can be so cute sometimes. other times they can really be heathens.

oh you know what? i never checked my mail yesterday. i should go do that i think. im expecting some packages. so yeah. im going to go check my mail. and then read some more of this diary because im trying to figure out if this soap opera story is real or if someone has a really creative imagination.

written @ 17:10:07 on 2001-02-22
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