i feel drab today. i dont know why. i feellike i want to just lay. not move not breathe not eat not love not cry.
nothing.
thats what i feel. nothing.
and i dont like it. i have no reason to feel this way. i just woke up unhappy. how can that be? i had the most wonderful guy in the world lying right next to me when i woke up this morning. and i just feel like crap. i have so much to do today too. and i can barely type this aimless entry out.
i have no energy. i can tell this week is going to be abad one.
contact
* contact the girl
* love notes
* leave your mark
* instant
* in the flesh
: reasons to want this.