*sometimes you just need to love.*

third

i just got home from another nite out. i even managed to have a good time without alky being involved, but i froze to death outside. youd think that since its almost may it might be a little freakin warmer outside, but no.........its gotta be like 30 degrees. ick. i hate coldness. im totally lusting after this kid josh right now and it kinda sucks. im here at school, and hes at home. i cant se him for at least another week, if even then. i really hope that he wants to go to cedar point with all of us next weekend, because if not, itll be a while until i can see him again. i really like him and i think he likes me too, so i dont see why we cant just hook it up for a while and see where things go to. maybe we will someday. at least hes a good friend, and i know i can always count on him to be there when i need him. hes so good to me, opening doors and stuff when he isnt even my boyfriend. what a cutie, and only 19. ok i gotta stop this. it just isnt healthy for my emotional state right now. new topic: tonite. had a good time. saw "beavis and butthead do america" on the side of wilson with mindy and dougie. 2 of my most favorite people. theyre always so much fun, and that is one of the funniest movies--it gets better everytime i see it. then we did a little people watching uptown on the court house steps. i love to sit around and rant with the girls as we watch all the drunk people walk by. theyre so hysterical, all stumbling around and being loud. sometimes im just like, "lord i look just like that at times--ack!" one girl was actually so drunk she freakin fell down as she was standing on the sidewalk, standing! not even moving int he slightest--just all of a sudden--plop! there she was all sprawled out on the sidewalk. her friends helped her up and they moved along though. i musta laughed for 5 minutes though. hehehe. well im beat and i gotta remember to move my car in the morning so that i dont get a ticket so its off to bed now i think.

written @ 2:15 am on 2000-04-30
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