im lonely tonite... im missing you now....

im seriously pissed at like 7348732571234665 million things.

i had a shitty nite at work last nite where i basically found out that my boss is telling people that im saying negative things about them when IM NOT. then i came home only to realize that i have like NO ONE around here to hang out with if i happen to get off work early cause the people i know i cant just call up at 11:30 all "hey i got off work before midnite for a change, wanna go out?" and then in talking to one of those people it just became painfully obvious that our schedules suck ass and its going to make it really really hard to ever see each other cept for at like 2 in the morning and um, well i need sleep. and im pissed at some people i know online cause theyre all just a big bunch of know-it-alls and are being super retarded lately. oh and im sure as shit tired of having to defend my friends. my friends are good people, and if they werent, they wouldnt be my friends. for fucks sake.

oh and im also sad because i havent talked to a certain online friend in forever. and that doesnt help with all the angre/depression/what the FUCK this is.

written @ 10:43 am on 30.04.05
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