all these restless nites have left me spinning out of control...

well. its another Open to Close for me today. thank god the mall is only open 12 to 6 on Sundays. im sick of working all day. completely sick of it. and i have to do it again tomorrow, and tuesday. sheesh. if they would just TELL me that the store is mine, then i could find/train/hire a team leader or two so that i could maybe GET A NITE OFF OF WORK. there was only one nite i wanted off this week, i wanted friday nite off so i could go see Ari Hest and Red Wanting Blue. but NO. the one team leader i do have, has to work at her OTHER job that nite so now i have to close. AGAIN. fucking fuck.

i mean, my job isnt all bad, i like the actual THINGS i do at work, and the people i work WITH [for the most part] im just really frustrated with not knowing if this store will be mine, and with the stupid crap my "boss" pulls. and with having to work EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY. bleh. i totally need another vacation.

written @ 9:33 am on 05.06.05
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