* now
* then
* me
* the move
* rings
* wishes
* exit
* dland
contact
* contact the girl
* love notes
* leave your mark
* instant
* in the flesh
: reasons to want this.
i need a backrub. or a hug. or something. i hate this "living in a hotel" thing. i did it damn near exactly 11 months ago, out of pure necessity and NOT HAVING ANYWHERE TO LIVE. but that was for two weeks. but doing it for damn near 2 months non-stop for WORK, well, its just draining me. i have no place that feels like MINE. no place to go to get comforted on a shitty day. no place to fucking make some macaroni & cheese. which is really all i want out of life. seriously. i think this is the first memorial day weekend in my life that i havent had something awesome planned to do. i might cry. i hate akron. and to think i will stay here if they offer it to me. i must be crazy.
and to think, i have at least 3 more weeks here of this hell and then no clue what will happen after that. wow. what a sweet deal. i just LOVE retail.
contact
* contact the girl
* love notes
* leave your mark
* instant
* in the flesh
: reasons to want this.