less thinking. more downloading.

earlier today i realized something. that in less than 5 years, i'll be 30. now its not something im dreading, or worried over, or excited about - it just kinda HIT me all of a sudden. and then i thought, well, i wonder what the hell i'll be doing and what i'll look like. cause im sure that within the next 5 years, my metabolism will start to slow down... right? and if i continue eating the way i currently do.... well, i might be in a world of hurt. so i figured that i should maybe make a conscious decision to start eating a little bit healthier. so whatd i have for dinner tonite? hahahaha. ribs, a bloomin onion, and cheese fries with bacon. mhmm. way to eat healthier sara. but it was seriously so effing good. i'll be better tomorrow. right?

and then theres the "what will i be doing?' thing. will i still work at B*ckle? cause i thought id be at G*P forever and that last just over a year. and where will i be living? and with whom? [if anyone!] will i still be friends with the people i call my friends right now? gosh. its a lot to think about. and we all know that i dont like to think.

written @ 8:28 pm on 12.06.05
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